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FROM THE AUTHOR OF 'THE ELOPEMENT' (featured on NPR), a story of childhood bereavement and a lifetime of query. 'What about if?' 

Dipika Kohli has written a personal memoir that takes the reader on an existential journey, one that ultimately lands her at the foot of the Golden Temple in Amritsar, Punjab. Informed by her observations there, plus many other side conversations with others who have experienced grief early in life, this is an honest, raw look at what it means to be, at all. 

File under 'metaphysics'. (Kismuth Books // 2015).

Cover art by Dipika Kohli

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